Playing With Thoughts

No Strings Attached

Just need to say it,
just need to let it out...
It´s been almost a year.
I don´t know if you really mean it,

So I am talking for myself here:

You have woken the flame
You have blown me away
You have made me laugh,
cry, doubt, reconsider, smile...
you have made me fall...

I don´t know
what is going to happen ...
I don´t know
about nothing...

I don´t care not to know...
I know you are part of my existance
I know that there are no strings attached.

I know that I love you.

sábado, 25 de enero de 2014

Hope

Hard to let go of you

hard to get used to the void...

You once said

virtual or not

nevermind,

you are a real human being

eventhough behind a keyboard...

and now

you push me away...

no forgiveness

no mercy

no trust...

I cannot give you

what you want...

But nevertheless

I need you...

I will embrace the void

embrace your abscence

embrace the good memories

embrace your soul...

And hope...

that someday you will forgive me...

domingo, 5 de enero de 2014

Carpe Diem...

My best wishes to you today!

May your journey on this earth

be filled with joy...

I thank you

for having been blessed

with the chance

of knowing you...

I say sorry once again

for breaking your trust...

I never meant to...

And I say

Goodbye...

Hurting each other

is not the point...

Farewell God´s Angel

May Life be kind to you...

हमेशा के लिए तुम्हारा

You landed in Hell, and walked aimlessly
through its corridors...

But your were not forsaken.

You unfolded your wings and rose...
Just in time to catch me, and stop me from falling...

I will be yours forever
in a world nobody knows
over glittering clouds
where warriors and godesess
go chasing winged dragons...

There I am yours forever...
You can summon me there
whenever you need me.
I will be there for you.

If you want it or not ;)

Sláinte...

domingo, 10 de noviembre de 2013

Choices

I told you I had chosen the hard way,
and it's damn right.
It's hard...
It's not easy to feel like this, it's not easy to project feelings
from other levels or spaces...
after all we are only human...

Not used to give up all expectations.

I thank the Universe
for blessing me
by being a part of your Path
through this space and time,
for sharing your existence...

It's hard to fight the wish to burn all bridges behind me...
This time I won't.
This time I will leap over my shadow, and choose Forever.

Losing you is not an option.

(06 Oct 2013)

miércoles, 16 de octubre de 2013

Cardio Check

Love is still here
Nostalgia haunts
Memories haunt
Feelings haunt…

Your smile…
Sometimes makes me shiver
Sometimes ties a knot in my stomach
Sometimes leaves me breathless…

There is nothing I can do
But let time pass by
Slowly…
Wrapping me up
in a soft blanket of tenderness
Sending me to the place
Where heartbreaks and pains
Are nothing but ghosts with friendly smiles…

Your name
Your presence
Your absence
The void you left…

Silently
Metamorphing
Healing…

Life has returned to me…
Life has not forsaken me…

Live…
Trust…
Love…

Despite the sadness
Despite the pain
Despite the sorrow

Everything is illuminated…

domingo, 16 de octubre de 2011

Surrender...

Frozen...
Watching Life pass by,
Hours, days, weeks...

Everbody lives on

Including you...

As if nothing had ever happened.

And I just stand here.

Paralized.

Heartbeats, breathing... Alive...
But paralized to the very core.

Trying to understand what makes no sense.
Trying to figure out what has no answer.
Trying not to love you...

Which is impossible...