Playing With Thoughts

Carpe Diem...

My best wishes to you today!

May your journey on this earth

be filled with joy...

I thank you

for having been blessed

with the chance

of knowing you...

I say sorry once again

for breaking your trust...

I never meant to...

And I say

Goodbye...

Hurting each other

is not the point...

Farewell God´s Angel

May Life be kind to you...

domingo, 5 de enero de 2014

You landed in Hell, and walked aimlessly
through its corridors...

But your were not forsaken.

You unfolded your wings and rose...
Just in time to catch me, and stop me from falling...

I will be yours forever
in a world nobody knows
over glittering clouds
where warriors and godesess
go chasing winged dragons...

There I am yours forever...
You can summon me there
whenever you need me.
I will be there for you.

If you want it or not ;)

Sláinte...

domingo, 10 de noviembre de 2013

Choices

I told you I had chosen the hard way,
and it's damn right.
It's hard...
It's not easy to feel like this, it's not easy to project feelings
from other levels or spaces...
after all we are only human...

Not used to give up all expectations.

I thank the Universe
for blessing me
by being a part of your Path
through this space and time,
for sharing your existence...

It's hard to fight the wish to burn all bridges behind me...
This time I won't.
This time I will leap over my shadow, and choose Forever.

Losing you is not an option.

(06 Oct 2013)

miércoles, 16 de octubre de 2013

Cardio Check

Love is still here
Nostalgia haunts
Memories haunt
Feelings haunt…

Your smile…
Sometimes makes me shiver
Sometimes ties a knot in my stomach
Sometimes leaves me breathless…

There is nothing I can do
But let time pass by
Slowly…
Wrapping me up
in a soft blanket of tenderness
Sending me to the place
Where heartbreaks and pains
Are nothing but ghosts with friendly smiles…

Your name
Your presence
Your absence
The void you left…

Silently
Metamorphing
Healing…

Life has returned to me…
Life has not forsaken me…

Live…
Trust…
Love…

Despite the sadness
Despite the pain
Despite the sorrow

Everything is illuminated…

domingo, 16 de octubre de 2011

Surrender...

Frozen...
Watching Life pass by,
Hours, days, weeks...

Everbody lives on

Including you...

As if nothing had ever happened.

And I just stand here.

Paralized.

Heartbeats, breathing... Alive...
But paralized to the very core.

Trying to understand what makes no sense.
Trying to figure out what has no answer.
Trying not to love you...

Which is impossible...

domingo, 25 de septiembre de 2011

Trying

Not a very constructive or positive thing to do
When you stick to a feeling that makes you suffer…
I had no choice to decide what I would feel for you…
It just happened…

No one to blame here.

But I have the choice
To decide in which conditions I want to live…
And to shape my life and reality in a way I can love them…

So I let go… Of the Pain… I don’t want it…
Instead I choose to keep the “Thickfreakness”…
The magic, the good vibe and the laughter...

I will be fine…
I know…
Just have to let time do its thing…

I wish you fly high and reach the star you are searching for
I wish you keep on smiling upon the world
With this bright shinny wonderful smile of yours
I wish you fireworks in the heart
And butterflies in your stomach…
I wish you Love with a capital L…
May all your dreams come true…
May life be kind with you…
May all the best occur to you…

Keep on shinning!

P. S. I Love you...

domingo, 18 de septiembre de 2011

My 3 Guardian Angels

Slowly trying to get on my feet again
I stand up and everything is blurry…
Everything turns around me… and I feel dizzy…
But, I can see the light at the end
I know that sooner or later
The sun will shine upon me again…
I have 3 awesome guardian angels watching my back…
Holding my hands, and lifting me up…
One of them even with a broken wing…
But enough courage not to let me fall…
I will always be grateful for this….
Thank you so much guys…

(For Lolo, Deniz and William...)